As much as i waited for September as much as i regretted that and hatted the month when it came. i cant remember anything nice happened at it! not to mention what happened exactly because many things happened, but one of the important things comes to my mind now is my birthday.. no party.. alone.. disappointment from Reindeer which is the number one in my life.. the other best two friends and whom i spent most of August with them also forgot to greet me even.. thats enough. i dont want to sound negative. but it kept followed by many other bad events.
anyway those things changed me a lot and got me stronger than before.
the shock is now in October, again i was looking for it day by day and i had a hope that it will be much better, its the month of the good events, the start of the night life, concerts and festivals season. the weather gets better as well. but again those bad event kept following and just with me or my family but almost everyone i know.
so today when i heard about the bad news of today, first thing i did is to say 'FUCK!' from the deepest of my heart. but then i said 'THANKS TO GOD' am sure everything will be better soon, as things does not last bad always.. am not sure if i am right but if we lose hope then we are lost!
am still sure whatever bad events will happen tomorrow or the days after, happiness will come over somehow, as well as good days. i decided to face everything with a cold heart and a rational mind, i will try to fix, solve, improve, help, change, calm down, accept, work and surround my self with what they call 'positiveness'
and i believe its a time God wants to make me a better and stronger person
i hope i dont lose this soon..
anyway those things changed me a lot and got me stronger than before.
the shock is now in October, again i was looking for it day by day and i had a hope that it will be much better, its the month of the good events, the start of the night life, concerts and festivals season. the weather gets better as well. but again those bad event kept following and just with me or my family but almost everyone i know.
so today when i heard about the bad news of today, first thing i did is to say 'FUCK!' from the deepest of my heart. but then i said 'THANKS TO GOD' am sure everything will be better soon, as things does not last bad always.. am not sure if i am right but if we lose hope then we are lost!
am still sure whatever bad events will happen tomorrow or the days after, happiness will come over somehow, as well as good days. i decided to face everything with a cold heart and a rational mind, i will try to fix, solve, improve, help, change, calm down, accept, work and surround my self with what they call 'positiveness'
and i believe its a time God wants to make me a better and stronger person
i hope i dont lose this soon..
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